I thought to myself_ I could actually put on a fun show with better lighting, props, and actually make conversation with the viewers. It_s difficult not to get discouraged at the beginning when it's slow, but it will get better. Will rain sound louder on my metal roof? Langa is a fringe guy who will provide solid special teams play, but probably won_t crack your starting lineup. Every time I see the guy it makes me dysfunctional. Earnings change all the time. I want to reach some ultimate level on my earnings! And that simply cannot work because when you try to give on empty you are doing them a disservice and dishonouring yourself to believe that people will only want the crumbs and you only deserve to eat the crumbs__.. It made me realize that I wasn't alone and that their were people out there exactly like me. Trying to get those out of your hair was horrible.